the dream

i was falling from a bridge into the seine... i wasn't sure if i had jumped or fell or was pushed... i was thinking this is it... the big THE END, it's over... and then i thot i could swim to the shore and then i was waking up and thinking i should take off my shoes and i could yell and nobody would hear me or they would hear me and "faire semblent" to not hear me and would i yell help or would i yell au secours and i could swim to the bank but i wouldn't be able to get up the wall and so this would be the death the end et on en parle plus.. and would somebody eventually notice?